In 2012, I
forced my wife, against her will, to move back to Illinois from Texas. She
dearly loved Texas. I did it for one reason---Carson Andrew Dreith, now eight
years old, my first grandchild. Since then I have been blessed with four more
Dreith grandchildren. They all live two hours away in Bethalto.
I moved back
because I thought it was important. Either we become cherished memories in our
grandchildren’s lives, or merely a branch in their genealogy.
The question
today is….when is it once again wise to become part of their lives? I haven’t
seen them—in person--- in about two-and-a-half months. I’m not getting younger…
I don’t want
to infect them. I don’t want them to infect me, but I can’t figure out when it
is responsible to go see them….or have them come see me.
And it
burdens me.
If I follow
the Governor’s five stage plan I might get to go to Carson’s high school
graduation…or his son’s.
So here’s
what I think will happen. I’m giving this thing another month. If there is an
outbreak at either town, things might get kicked back. If things remain the
same, I think it is worth the risk.
At the
moment, responsibility outweighs the ache in my heart to see them on their birthdays
and other special occasions. Sadly, I won’t be taking pictures of them playing
Little League baseball this summer.
So, two
months into the pandemic….my brain and my heart are clearly at odds.
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